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March 18th, 2011
12:10 pm

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  • Fri, 02:54: Yesterday was awesome. I barely exercised and I consumed over 3,000 calories.
  • Fri, 11:08: I don't want to count my calories any more.
  • Fri, 11:09: My goal is to be 300 pounds by Christmas.

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March 17th, 2011
12:10 pm

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  • Wed, 19:51: I need 700 more calories to complete my daily quota. What should I eat?
  • Wed, 19:52: Each day I try to eat 3,000 calories.

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March 16th, 2011
12:22 pm

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  • Tue, 12:31: RT @RenaKunisaki: RETWEET THIS IF YOU LOVE BACON
  • Wed, 09:35: I started watching this TV documentary called Too Fat for 15 and it's about these kids that go to a weight loss boarding school.
  • Wed, 09:39: And it's okay. Scotty is my favorite. He's 13 and about 366 pounds. I feel sad that he gets picked on back home.
  • Wed, 09:44: I lost a pound. I'm down to 209.

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March 14th, 2011
12:09 pm

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March 13th, 2011
12:22 pm

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I think I shot myself in the foot by telling my housemates that I was serious about dieting. At the time I really thought I was. For some reason the thought of weighing less than 180 pounds excited me and I wanted to make my fantasy a reality. For about one week I ate less than 1500 calories per day and I lost some weight but I was miserable. Yesterday I fully came to the conclusion that I no longer wanted to be thin. I liked my fat and my pudgy belly and my moobs. I especially loved my fat butt and the thought of wasting away all of the work that I had put into getting big depressed me. So I secretly began anew my quest to get big. Eventually I'm going to have to come clean to them and say that the diet is over. My friend will remind me that I never stick to anything I start and I'll have to hold my tongue because what I'd want to say to him is that I started gaining in November and I'm going to see it through to my desired weight of 300 pounds. I could never tell him that, because he'd be repulsed by me and I can't take that kind of ridicule. A part of me enjoys covertly eating in excess. I like sneaking food into my room and eating it when no one's looking. I feel like I have power by having this secret and it motivates me to continue to get big and become the fat boy that I truly am.

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08:17 am

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  • Sat, 20:13: The highest calorie #Starbucks petites top in at 190: Carrot Cake Mini Cupcake, Red Velvet Whoopie Pie, and Salted Caramel Sweet Square.
  • Sat, 20:21: @LiveJournal I just created an LJ account but I have not received my validation e-mail. My address is bigzack636@yahoo.com
  • Sat, 22:46: This afternoon I decided to start gaining again. I say "again" because in November I started gaining for the … http://j.mp/gpHlrk
  • Sat, 23:42: #SayYes to big bellies
  • Sun, 03:17: I love when I'm done working for the night and I get to relax in front of my computer, wearing only a t-shirt and underwear.
  • Sun, 03:28: Once I move back home I'm going to devote 100 percent of my attention to gaining.
  • Sun, 03:50: Today I ate 2700 calories, 240 less than my goal of 2940.

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March 12th, 2011
05:46 pm

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This afternoon I decided to start gaining again. I say "again" because in November I started gaining for the first time ever. I began at about 190 pounds and my highest weight was 214. Then suddenly I felt unhappy with the way my body looked and decided to diet. In one week I lost about four pounds but I no longer want to lose weight. I like being fat and I want to get fatter. 300 pounds is my goal and maybe more when I achieve that milestone. So I'm starting at 209 pounds and I'll post my new gains (or losses) either here or on Twitter @BigZack636.

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